Yep, that's about where I am. Trapped in a cage, not sure how I got there, and feeling like everything is inside out and upside down. Have you ever had one of those days? Well, it is feeling like one of those life's!
This is my take. Even when things are ridiculously insane and nothing is going your way - the goal is to not lose your cool, take a deep breath, and then wait for things to change...hoping for the better this time.
Change is constant, I think we all get that. But this whole life on the edge, daring adventure, toss of the dice, and let's see where life takes me is more than just about tolerating change. It's about finding a way to master your self or giving up. But, even giving up isn't really an option.
Right now I can't even say out loud how ridiculous things are. I can't share the ups, downs, changes, and uncertainties that seem to live on the heels of every sure thing and exciting dream. I feel like the geese I hear squawking outside my window. It's February and they can't seem to make up their minds about which way they want to go north - no, south, wait there they are going north again.
It is better for everyone who knows me I've found to just wait out the twists and turns and just deal in outcomes. Which then has attributed to huge gaps in video and blogs....
But as I have been all over the map today - excited by what could have been, disappointed by what is not to be, I can't stop laughing as I think - "this would be funny if it wasn't happening to me..." I bet that cat up there is thinking the same thing.
Welcome to my Journey!
I'm inviting you to join me on my journey as I seek to find a new way of being in an old set of systems. It's hard, but worth it!