Lilith always wins this battle.
In answer to my own question, I don't know. Sorry if you were expecting great wisdom on this subject - if you do know, leave the answer in the comment section!
But for me, it gets so long in between I say, why bother? It's the same with not calling a friend, after a while it's kinda embarressing you've put it off so it's easier to just not do it.
However, the friend usually wants to hear from you and here, well let's face it - most blogging is like talking to your self only in public.... with eternal evidence... why do we do this?
So instead of dispensing wisdom or business information, I thought I'd just get back on the horse and do an update - much like Lilith keeps getting back on to Freedom.
While here at the ranch, I helped fix the tire on the tractor - the question being, how many people does it take to put a tire on a tractor? As many as you can get. We did get it fixed, this is the after.
My other great accomplishment was I was on my own for two weekends and in charge of feeding everyone. No one died on my watch - yea! The good thing about feeding livestock is no matter what you look like or how you feel, they are always happy to see you. It is a crazy feeling when a flock of sheep all watch your every move - sometimes when no one can hear I sing to them and try and get them to join in... so far no luck!
So that is my update. There is a lot more going on, but while trying to get back into the swing of things, just showing up is often enough to get the routine back into place. We'll see, it is Friday after all.
Welcome to my Journey!
I'm inviting you to join me on my journey as I seek to find a new way of being in an old set of systems. It's hard, but worth it!